Antichrisis - Trying Not To Breathe lyrics

Oh, this void inside tears my soul apart Why did you lie? I lost my faith in you! Once there was purity but now only perfidy and pain because you've been untrue! You broke al promises and now our love is bound to die and so am I - I die! Lost forever within the debris of my dreams I put my trust in you! How could you leave me in a lurch after all that I've gone through What the hell did you do? Down on my knees I pray: Save me, save me, save my, please! but no hope anymore - I die! I'm trying now to breathe! I can't stand this anymore therefore I'll leave I'm trying not to breathe! And so I'll leave this world behind broken by faithlessness of the k**ng kind I'm trying not to breathe! Remember when you called my name? I've been always there for you! To me it's more than just a game I loved you too much, and still I do! Now your body so close to mine I kiss your lips goodbye To lie in your arms for a last time before I die! And he dreams of days gone by floating down to the other side A thousand Angels cry firing squad against the walls of light Not again another day Now his love has lost the last stand Oh Angels, hear him pray As he's pa**ing away into her hands! I'm trying not to breathe! I can't stand your loss, your lies: therefore I'll leave I'm trying not to breathe! And so I try leave the pain behind of treason that became the k**ing kind I'm trying not to breathe! But you swore you'd love me forever and it was only yesterday What have I done to deserve this Am I destiny's fool? And I hate you, and I love you for what you've done to me Oh sh**, why did you leave me in such despair? I'm trying not to breathe though I try so hard to reach the other I'm trying not to breathe No more songs for me to sing because you leave Now I think I see the light: Goodbye, my love! Oh, I'm trying not to breathe