Anthony Carter - No peace lyrics

If I was just as saine as you little robots I'd prefer to be shot Induce me with the pain Shoot venom in my veins... I'm insane Deranged,... I need to maintain The madness you call,... Sadness... Hatred like mine you don't want to be me I'm on my knees laughing like a jackal as I spread my wings and fly praying for help,... The world is f**ed up... So i won't die and it is an abomination that is the story Of my life And why is it desperation that's always Getting me by With a hatred like mine it's Unbearable to describe I'm a danger to myself And my angers got me strapped In a jacket and most times and lately... I re-act to the fact that It's all here to change me With a finger to the Face i stay the same me!! I know my life is a disaster n' I better straighten it out Its stand tall or fall a Victim of getting caught in A spiraling of emotion that I call.. devotion And destruction of everything And it's my fault.. I'm hoping to try more Let's open up my door And let'em know i'm Bringing it back like an Encore to my life................ I need you to be strong for me say your prayer everyday in my memory I'm sure it's helping me to earn my feathers;to get some wings And even though i'm gone and outta sight Never worry about me i'm alright… This isn't a road to a bottomless pit of my soul Becoming half of the better damaged while Some call it sick,deranged ,insane… And sometimes i prefer it Rather than that to be just labeled this plain And play like some disfigured chess piece in life's corrupted game Feel the sorrow life reached and so,accepting youth still wanting to grow and just let go But the grips from the fingertips of insanity's overbearing hold feels airtight as if i need the jaws of life to come and cut me out of the darkness in an effort to shed light… From the subject to the public the world can live without me I still feel blessed inside to speak my mind and hope they will never doubt me… (Ending Hook 2X Ending Fade Anthony Carter,Tayler Young,Robert Yager) {​​​I cannot - Get ahold of myself… Just cannot - Get ahold of myself… I cannot - Get ahold of myself…...|: