Anthemon - Parody Of Man lyrics

Even the dead are more alive than me I'm no human being. I'm glowing with Lifesickness Becoming a parody of myself I'm turning into Meaningless Slowly, I'm laughing at myself Even your smiles and kisses can't help me Past k**ed me, Future will raise me from the dead But I don't have present anymore. Why am I like that? Why these sorrows, these tears?