Anomy - Bile lyrics

A black folder for my black thoughts dark thoughts filled with smiles of you i was lost but you found me i had forgotten how to live all i want a surprise package all i could ask for i found in you i saw you today you looked so good your smile still is lovely though i know what it means now these clouded eyes i see through cataract fantasies become real i don't need love just someone to love i am just a body that has learned to talk i am pathetic what was i thinking how can i fool myself over and over again he sees where he is in a cave going down he knows the lights behind him but he just can't turn around he's been heading down this way for maybe far too long and in his desperation he just wants to end this song