Paradise World without end Hopelessness Sinks into the earth Crying life Caleidoscope Hopelessness The shifting beauty My mother's love Her gentle touch My father's hand Rests on my throat Hopelessness Myself I'm here, not here As a point of consciousness As a point Paradise World without end Hopelessness Sinks into the earth Crying life Caleidoscope Hopelessness Sinks into the earth Staring at myself I feel giant and trapped Seemingly Without escape I'm stuffed inside My eternity I'm here, not here As a point of consciousness Paradise World without end Hopelessness Sinks into the earth Crying life Caleidoscope Hopelessness Hopeless, hopeless, hopeless, hopeless Myself here