Anno Domini Beats - Worth It lyrics

1st verse: I been around the block mo' times than I should've./ I done mo' wrong than I thought I would've./ I ain't done enough good than I could've,/ And that's what makes me keep goin' My momma raised me herself; I owe her more than I'll ever have./ I'm a man -owe that to the dad I never had./ Wasn't brought up in a home with luxuries,/ But my momma never let me starve or saw me suffering./ I was a youngin' keepin' to himself; Non-problematic scholar./ I grew up tryna earn myself a dollar./ I was walking the hallways with a rubberband Back then, I thought I had the upperhand Phone wasn't dry, and my women stayed wet I wasn't trippin' ‘bout some lack of progress made yet Thought I'd be chillin' -rappin', smokin'; laid back Throughout high school, all I did was make tracks because //Chorus// //that's all I ever knew Bury myself in my thoughts All I ever do Is give it everything that I've got I just hope it's worth it...// 2nd verse: 8th grade, I performed for the hell of it./ s**as didn't know so I wanted to tell ‘em quick./ No one spit like Javier I will dare s**as to out-spit me./ I'll survive a cypher; try your best to outlive me./ Since 6th grade, I been drownin' in notebooks./ Page after page, writin' lyrics and dope hooks./ Damned if I don't do this right; ain't got much left./ It's a full-time job livin' life check-to-check./ It's a bet -Im'a do this ‘til I'm under a headstone This life should bring me success if the next won't 9th grade, I was in a booth at last Feelin' myself, spittin' cool a** raps 10th grade, rockin' stages 11th grade, awesome babes with cute besties I f**ed by twelfth Weed keeps me lifted when I'm not myself They ain't never had my back growin' up, and so I've got myself because //Chorus// //that's all I ever knew Bury myself in my thoughts All I ever do Is give it everything that I've got I just hope it's worth it...// 3rd verse: Third summer since I graduated;/ Plenty times I've reflected and evaluated./ I had it, then I lost it; my life had been corrupted;/ If only these kids hadn't interrupted./ I knew ‘bout the burning bush, but not ‘bout burnin' tree./ I took a toke, learned to roll; still smokin' currently./ The past has haunted me; honestly, I'm so fed up./ These ghosts and illusions don't let up./ Voices told me to long that I won't man up./ The road is bumpy and I've fallen, but I'm gon' stand up./ More I think about it, the more I wanna live it up./ Too long I had gone without will to give a f**, man Ignored my surroundings; I should've interacted./ If I had tried to study, it would've been a habit./ I never tried out for sports; could've went to practice./ What if Eminem saw his chance but didn't catch it?/ Just imagine./ //Chorus// //that's all I ever knew Bury myself in my thoughts All I ever do Is give it everything that I've got I just hope it's worth it...//