Anno Domini Beats - 1 Take lyrics

Droppin' in like a paratroopa In my shell but I'm still king koopa Smokin on an L that can stone medusa Feelin cold as hell, like a f**ing rocket booster Blastin off, speed of light Mind is all, liquefied Got a call, from the night That I ough to get demised My time line has brought me to here Livin in a world where no exit is clear Trapped in a prison of reality's depections Thats depecting how the system is insisting how you're living Fine I'll roll with it Climb The totem wit My One soul intent To be the hardest motherf**er gettin' props that he's supposed to get But the people think im soft, they turn my music off But you try doin this sh** when depression eats your thoughts Got the cancer of the soul, so low, chains bind Feelin like I'm Cudi cuz I'm trapped in my mind Cept my mojo ain't dope, there's a rope around my throat And a vice on my tongue, can't run my legs un Der some quick sand and there's pounds upon pounds Tryna break through that barrier but no one can hear my sounds Thats just the fact of growin up in Smithtown Unless you're wearing vineyard vines and boat shoes you're a clown So f** all that conformity, High school ain't normalcy It's an institution that just crushes what you're born to be Unless you're like the rest, you go and fail a test But your father pays for college so you don't have any stress So you go and get smashed, grinding on some s*uts a** Wear a cross on your neck but you ain't never been to ma** Livin in a town thats just full of f**ing posers Rich white neighborhood where no ones ever sober The parents turn the cheek, s*uts tweet on fleek While all their nudes leak, they seek critiques Man I just don't get how the "normal" people live Normal in quotes because they're all fake as sh** Feelin bad for my sister cuz she's in the beginning In a place where b**hes get excited over twinning Put a hashtag in front and its ready for the gram 200 likes but no one really gives a damn It's that false confidence that makes the girls think they hot And flexing in good lighting makes a guy a big shot Whatever it takes just to get their phone bumping Whatta disgrace that technology is somethin That the youth uses as a platform for their ego Claiming they're social while they talk to faceless people f** all of this sh** I don't wanna live within it But I'm forced to be a witness if I don't agree with it The way we live is f**ed, and I can see it from above And every time I take a puff I'm told that I don't do enough Right from the auras of society, negativity is finding me I feel like people trying me just to get a f**ing rise in me I think I'm mentally f**ed up, go on and ask my brothas You can even ask my lovah, but do not ask my motha Avoiding interractions, if you're not in my faction All i know is rapping, but all of ya'll are napping And that raises the Q, If I'm not approved By all of these people then what else is there to do? But that hope just keeps me trying, and it keeps me steady climbing But sometimes i wanna detach from the ladder and go flying And I wonder what would happen if I did just that Would I hit the ground or would I land upon a mat? Would there be a crowd of people to go catch my back? Or would nobody be there when my face makes a smack And as I'm falling would I think about the things I lack? And how I pushed away the people that I thought were wack And I never gave a reason cuz treason to my mind doesn't justify a line, but I'm really feelin fine Livin life like I'm a mime, to the people who don't matter And if I do not make a mark at least I'll make a splatter