[Verse 1] When you went away for the first time that I remember I was only eight, just a young boy filled with laughter Everything you loved was inside a paper bag My only wish was to dissolve inside that bottle Maybe then you would have loved me too You would have loved me too [Verse 2] It was Christmas Eve Presents under the tree; they were all for me And it was snowing inside your veins You kept me locked inside that dreaded drywall cage Cause she was over It's a wonderful life [Verse 3] I guess it was the gifts that kept me coming back Outweighed the attacks Then I overheard you say you didn't want me over anymore Sticks and stones may break my bones But your words will always hurt worse Nowadays I spend my time thinking how it could have been And even after all of this part of me wishes you were still in my life Can we begin again? [Bridge] Can we begin again? Can we begin again? Again, again Can we begin again? Can we begin again? Can we begin again? Can we begin again? Can we begin again? Can we begin again? [Outro] This was all for you I know I shouldn't but I felt I had to This was all for you I hope you take it, take it, take it, take it to your grave This was all for you I hope you like it and it always haunts you This was all for you And now I'm leaving it, leaving it and I hope it stings you too