Angertea - Sophie's Station lyrics

Like a bandage for the scars on my soul That much I needed to hear your voice just once more Your choice, but tried to blame me Just to save yourself from painless sorrow So run Must keep freezing Deeper down, I found this burning station to overflow Fighting to consume all my torment, drowning in gears of thoughts I ascribed it to my age I ascribed it to my mistakes I ascribed it to my aims I ascribed it to my grief You're dead this way Need your touch I keep k**ing over and over this burglar Why??? I suffer like I never did I suffer like I never did I suffer like I never did Waiting now, to make it end For a long period of time I thought that hating you would be the perfect cure for me But I was wrong Forgiveness is the best way to recover And the hardest to give