Angel Haze - Song Cry lyrics

I painting a picture full of poetry And hope that you would notice the crack Showed you a clearer me and hope that you would mirror me back And hopes that I could travel the road full of pros And take that sh** as far as it goes That I could feel the hand of time Give me a pat on the back That I could mean everything I often say in my raps But see love is sorta different in a way that it hurts But I will push through all the pain and show the weight of your work And they say that the hottest artists sets us apart But the fear you wold within is what determines a start I will never ever end it all you claim that you want And in the end you found you really never playing your part It was love at least that's what I figure it was But it does, some sh**s that you'd never think that it does Like make you rip and tell her everything a part of yourself And show you things you probably never even thought of yourself You made me hate like every single part of myself That was ugly all I wanted was just really unatractive baby You were my whole earth and I was barely on your axis Maybe if I was a different person you would be affected maybe I just thought me breaking inside of myself And it's really not a place on earth to hide from myself It's hard to find the truth but you barely be lying yourself And have a face full of pride that's not inside of yourself So I vow to never let my love outside of myself It's just a message in the bottle and that bottle's myself And somehow I still follow things I wish I could say Like even when I love God's never with us or away Now I find myself alone because the bottom of my soul Is just a whole bunch of non sense a whole bunch of conscious A whole bunch of old sh** a whole bunch of problems A whole bunch of substance a hole full of drama And when every single hole that's been punctured The bottom of my soul becomes a whole f**ing dumb song For the time I made mistakes and wasting away I knew things was just a failed attempt to take your place And I know this is just a way of letting you go But I be lying on this beat if I ain't letting you know You probably never know how it f**ing feels when I cry But here's to every f**ing tear in the shield of my eye Hurt to see behind the smoke once it clears in subside And every feeling that's inside becomes a feeling you hide Becomes a part of your past becomes a feeling denied Becomes a strenght that it's fail becomes a tear that you cry Becomes a part of your soul becomes the heart of yourself That you never once touched by any f**ing one else But I'm really just at war with myself And this is just a f**ing place in which I'm pouring myself So I can't seem 'em walking down my eyes But you also can't feel the way I drown inside Can't see the ma**ive amount the weight I hold The type of shame I know the type of pain I hold Keep it all inside this very picture frame I wrote