Ang P - Angel's Cry lyrics

[Verse 1: Ang P] I always wanted to make hip‐hop history/ Now it seems like it's just that history/ Girlfriend b**h at me/ The thought of doin' more and doin' less just gets to me/ Eventually n***as get tired of sayin' eventually/ I guess that's just meant to be/ “Cuz physically I still want this sh** to the tenth degree/ You want bars or you want swag?/ ‘Cuz one minute you want this/ Then you motherf**ers want that/ The pain that I Been through/ Raindrops falling on the pane of my window/ It's just Ang and his kinfolk/ I'm tired of living like this/ Laying in bed at night asking myself is this what life is?/ Hell nah it f**ing can't be/ Could've been a f**ing athlete/ Could've been a running back B/ What happens if it ain't rapping Homie/ Don't f**iing ask me/ ‘Cuz I ain't got no plan B so you wonder why we out here in these streets/ And that's why.../ [HOOK] Sometimes can't get enough of the gloomy skies/ Keeps me on my toes and reminds me that even angels cry/ Crazy world we living in and I'm just tryna make it by/ Just tryna make it by, just tryna make it by/ That's why I can't get enough of the gloomy skies/ Keeps me on my toes and reminds me that Even angels cry/ Crazy world we living in and I'm just tryna make it by/ Just tryna make it by, just tryna make it by/ [Verse 2: Ang P] I'm me, yeah I'm P/ And I'm just tryna be the better version of me/ I bet it's hard for you sh** I know it's hard for me/ But you gotta be the best when you tryna be the king/ And say f** with the rest just put on for your team/ ‘Cuz any added stress is something you don't need/ The ones believin' in dreams is How you gon' get it now/ ‘Cuz every minor setback right now could be critical/ Learnin' the ins and outs not takin' no different routes/ Just swervin' in different lanes and I'm workin' to skip the grade/ But our purpose is different mane so I purchase a fifth of day/ Just to deal with the pain ‘til the brain drift away/ And then it goes away and then it comes right back/ And then I wonder why the f** am I just stuck like That/ ‘Cuz we ain't got no plan B/ So you wonder why we out here in these streets/ And that's why.../ [HOOK] I just take the good with the bad and don't reminisce/ On what you could've had and what you didn't get/ ‘Cuz if you could've got it then you would've got it/ Ain't no use worryin' about cold product/ I been through all the ups and downs without the stops/ Life harder than climbing that Rainier mountain top/