My mind was playing on repeat I could no longer separate what was real From my own strong will to feel That everything was fine I decided to write down my endless thoughts on paper To try to make everything seem a little clearer I found a little black notebook on top of my refrigerator I started rippin' up the pages that are already used I tore them apart, I needed a fresh start And then I read some notes I made last year in October There they were the same phrases I've been repeating over and over Let's go deeper, I wanna go deeper I wanna be the best I can be with you I wanna feel free yeah, I wanna be me, oh I wanna be the best I can be with you Real change might take what turns And when you think you've moved on You still need a, a little time to really come around And the naked truth to release the mind When I read those notes I made last year in October I realised I've been loosin' my dream over and over Let's go deeper, I wanna go deeper I wanna be the best I can be with you I wanna feel free yeah, I wanna be me, oh I wanna be the best I can be with you Oh, oh, oh