Android Lust - Panic Wrought (Solitary) lyrics

Here I stand Empty heart empty hands When all is silent I lay defenseless in my solitude Scattered dreams wasted dreams this will denied I have come to this land filled with hope to understand When all is used up will I wash away or cling to this in desperation I don't know I can't see I don't care what will be I can't read what's happening It's hard to breathe I can't feel Now stiff and still I await apprehensive at the gate Should I lie here spent and exhausted and hold to hope in desperation