Andrew McMahon - If I Die lyrics

A train crashed And everything slows down I was wishing I could get out of this town These dreams we've had Have never made you cry And I am not a twinkle in your eye But I've got to get out of here Cause you drive me up the wall I've got to get out of here Cause I can't stand to fall And if I die See you won't be so close to me And I won't be the one Who sticks around If I'm awake See you won't go to sleep, I promise And I won't be the one Who lets you down Tailgates, long talks And your superficial friends Shiny, silver Fords That lead us to dead ends And I said do you lick these salty wounds That you, yourself condone I sit, wait, and I'm all alone But I can't go home Cause you're my home If I die See you won't be so close to me And I won't be the one Who sticks around If I'm awake See you won't go to sleep, I promise And I won't be the one Who lets you down No, I won't let you down No, I won't let you down Tell me where you are tonight And is everything alright? Do you remember what I said? While he's sleeping in your bed? Tell me now you Smile hard Cause I don't smile much so far And is he everything you need? Is he everything I couldn't be? Does he make everything match better? Bring you all the shiny weather that you want And is he everything Everything I'm not And if I die You won't be so close to me And I won't be the one Who sticks around If I'm awake See you won't go to sleep, I promise And I won't be the one Who lets you down No, I won't let you down No, I won't let you down I won't let you down I won't let you down