Andrea Gibson - Ashes lyrics

A couple years ago, I was told a story about a soldier who was set on fire and burned to d**h because he was gay. After that, I started reading similar stories about people in the GLBTQ community who were tortured or k**ed by being set on fire and burned. I couldn't stop thinking about the people who had died that way and couldn't stop wondering what they might say from where they are now. The night I was torn from the pages of their Bible and burned alive my ashes came down like snow and a girl who had never seen my face saw me falling from the sky and laid down on her back to make an angel in the powder of my bones. From heaven, I watched her, ‘though my eyes were still aflame, and my ribs were still blue. They didn't win, I whispered, as her arms built my wings. They didn't win. Look at that moon. It is a pebble in my hand Tonight, I could skip it across that fog-drunk sea to the lashes accordion in the night and all they know of hate is that it couldn't beat the love out of me… that when they dropped me to the grave, I fell like a bucket in to a well and came up full; carving my lover's name into the skin of a weeping willow that had spent its entire life laughing at the rain. Hold me like a lantern; staircase my spine When they bring the children to my funeral to scream “f*gGOT” at my dust tell them I was born in to their casket but I wouldn't pull the splinters from my heart any more than Christ would've pulled the thorns from his crimson head. They can come a thousand times with their burning matches and their gasoline, with their hungry laws and their empty mouths full of prayers to that god who greeted me at his gates with his throat full of trumpets and his tears full of shame as his trembling palms collected the cinders of his children's crime. I know what holy is I know that the soul is shaped like a bowl; I know the lies we try to fill it with and we spill too often the orchards inside. But my lover's shoes were tied with guitar strings and when I walked beside there was a silo in my chest, there was a field full of sun. there was a river full of gold that we left to pick our sweet hearts from the trees that kept uprooting tombstones so the names of the dead would crumble in to poems. Write me down like this: Say my ashes never made the news. Say the jury was full of shotguns. Then say the snow that fell on the tip of your tongue refused to melt away. Say this to the kids hiding their heartbeats from their father's fists. I planted the garden of my kiss. I opened the night with my teeth. I loved so hard that when they pressed their ear to the track the train they hear coming will still be my chest, a rumbling harpoon, a sky they can not bury. Look at that moon. I am a pebble in her hand; a harmonica held to the mouth of the river where nothing ever burns.