Anchorage - 2519 lyrics

The burn in the back of my throat from the courage i swallowed isn't anything i thought it'd be; i'm in the corner, and its like you never knew me, and his hand runs down your neck, and i slam the door and find a home in the steps with a cigarette as he gets into your head, and you follow him up the stairs to his bed; and i'll tear at my hair until there's nothing left, just to numb the thought of you f**ing him over, just like you did to me; never promise that you'll never leave, like you left me on that lonely side street, in front of a house made of empty concrete finality, and now you're sharing sheets; you'd always want company, but not with me anymore I feel the d** in the confines of skin begin to wear at veins already worn thin with the overwhelming abandonment, and the longing for things that'll never happen again; i'll just make things up in my head so what i've seen isn't what i believe, i'll pretend that i never saw you kissing him, convincing myself you respect the broken boy i've become enough, i've become so numb to the pain in my gut and the tip of my tongue that i bite just so you can have your fun; i'll find someone else, i'm not the one for you anymore Make sure you lock the bedroom door, i can't stand to see your face anymore; keep me the f** away, maybe after a while, i'll be okay. just give me some f**ing space; give me some time to take things into perspective, in retrospect, i should've been the one who up and left If you're gonna f** my friends, at least wait until you're dead to me; so go on and just f**ing leave. if you're gonna f** my friends, at least wait until you're six feet deep in the regrets that i buried I found a home in the steps with empty cigarettes; just another sunset, and a little less bliss; so i guess i'll give you one last kiss.. One last weary kiss