Ancestral Curse - Self-Hatred Process lyrics

The majestuous diamonds that covers walls Hurted my eyes like thousand thornes Sublime artwork mask That was hidding a cruel fact Black tears drowning the inside Without affecting this great structure outside Perpetual lies, inner conflict, invisibles wounds, strong a**ault, Cold fear, dark entrails, burried ideas, suicide images, Endless pressure, growing torture Knife painted within the body Self-hatred mistress Soundless scream, painful infection Self-hatred process It felt like something would go out But each times it still hurted on the wall Jailed for eternity in this f**ing me So with a blade I opened my body And then the pain flowed