Anasarca - If Only... lyrics

[based on "IF ONLY :" by Christina M. Riggs] Here I sit in my cell Plain white, stone cold walls All alone with my thoughts, memories And my regrets to keep me company WISHING ONLY IF . . Dreaming of holding my babies Hearing their tiny voices and laughter Watching them grow up Dreaming I could see and touch My Mom without the gla** IF ONLY . . IF ONLY . . I HAD REACHED OUT! Dreaming of feeling wet gra** on bare feet The sun on my face, wind in my hair Watching the stars Feeling peace, hope, happiness, and belonging IF ONLY . . . I' D REACHED OUT! Reality, I' m alone on DEATH ROW With no sense of hope, peace, or happiness Day in, day out, I relive my failures, regrets And that terrible night, knowing I'm To blame for losing my babies Realizing that what I dream of most Could have been reality for me Could have been reality for them IF ONLY . . . I' D REACHED OUT! Here I sit in my cell Plain white, stone cold walls All alone with my thoughts, memories And my regrets to keep me company WISHING ONLY IF . . I 'D REACHED OUT!