Anarion - Blind Mortality lyrics

My mind is closing in Water's rising blurring senses "Oh why can't I?" k** the remorse that's k**ing me My choice is escape "Oh why can't I?" Let it go, How can I? Indifference, Blind mortality Despise, or pity me Embers burn and now I remain I have found a place to grieve Clouding my mind 'til I'm senseless "Oh why can't I?" Take back the life that I once lived Instead of abuse it "Oh why can't I?" Let it go, How can I? Indifference, Blind mortality Despise, or pity me Embers burn and now I remain Let it go, take care I'm leaving I have to go, I chose escape Now I know, I've paved my way I have to go, The embers now remain I don't know what to do with this life Where is the light, please help, I'm lost