Analgesia - Child's Hope lyrics

I want to see my angel It will tell me the truth I want to find my mother She' s the peace of my life I want to fly by my wings to my star To see if I can find my mother I' m alone in my way And my reason to stay Is the shadow of tomorrow And the fear of my sorrow I want to fly by my wings to my star To see if I can find my mother And there the moon' s smile Will give me the help And clean all my ways To find her And the sun Will protect my self And my heart To find my tree and my mother I lived my days alone And really I don' t know If I' m the child without a mother Without anything Why my dreams don' t exist Why my bed is cold How can I find my mother I want to have some warmth