Anacrusis - Quick To Doubt lyrics

Was I wrong? Wrong in a**uming That nothing at all, without thought Would just fall into place? Was it hope, that something would change me That led me to see the mistakes That had gutted my frame? Was it strength, yearning for purpose? Or weakness just desperately searching For something to fix? To create, from self-induced ruin To try and rebuild what remains from What I have destroyed Why'd I make it so hard? So quick to doubt? So ready to f** myself over... Was it truth, logic or reason Disappointment of fear that led me To question all things Far beneath self-induced wreckage I rest in pathetic a**urance That failure is safe Why'd I make it so hard? So quick to doubt? So ready to f** myself again... Was I wrong? Wrong in a**uming That nothing at all, without thought Would just fall into place? Was it hope, that something would change me That led me to see the mistakes That had gutted my frame? Why'd I make it so hard? So quick to doubt? So ready to f** myself over So ready to f** myself again...