Anacrusis - k**ing My Mind lyrics

Aware, yet unaware. Falling, falling, why? Blind! Ignorance the key, stupidity overrides My thoughts belong to me, although my mind rebels Reality, shaded meaning, denial is my cell k**ing my mind Victimize my own belief Defy myself! Find no relief Obtrusive walls cannot reveal Cast out myself and all I feel My eyes refuse to se all I must endure Revealing walls of doubt, reality so obscure Searching, I'm searching, it's one who's deep within Beside myself I stand and now I must begin k**ing my mind Victimize my own belief Defy myself! Find no relief Obtrusive walls cannot reveal Cast out myself and all I feel The self inside is so sincere Avoid the truth, the honest fear Intensify all that remains Bind it now with self restraints Victimize my own belief Defy myself! Find no relief Obtrusive walls cannot reveal Cast out myself and all I feel