Anacron - Abandoned (No Love) lyrics

[Hook: Anacron] There ain't no love here no more Just me between a gla** ceiling and a lead floor In front of a plastic door marked nevermore There ain't no love here no more Just me between a gla** ceiling and a lead floor In front of a plastic door marked nevermore There ain't no love here no more [Verse: Anacron] Y'all n***as ain't cool I ain't got no love for Y'all two-faced, backstabbing a** fools We used to be straight sh** was all great Until you punk motherf**ers chose to show your true colors Frontin' on a n***a cuz you wanted my ho Even though I was the reason you was making some dough Doin' shows and slangin' tapes in the go f**in' fine freaks and gorgeous groupies I was the focal for the little fame you came Riding on my coattails, claimin' my name When I went through hard times and sh** wasn't crackin' You gumps turned coat like reversible jackets No where to be found No hugs, no pounds What a way to find out your crew of n***as wasn't down Imma a clown when I see you And that's on the dub Cuz no nuts n***as get no love [Verse: Himself] Every time we talked we had to shout You never understood what the f** I was talking about Wasn't no healing We all go feelings Having beef but we still was chillin' Talking sh**, talking loud Both too proud to back down Pull our pants up and our hat down Like we was going into war Cool for a second then start arguing some more Trying to trap me by the door I couldn't take it no more The weed was no use I became a recluse to get my mind tight, my nerves lose I heard beat, I got along with no sleep I only get about 20 hours a week And its colder in the heat I keep my toes to the street And be careful of the bitterness that grows in me Thats what was told to me By the elders and it was gold to me And the said never let love let go of me [Hook] [Verse: Anacron] You abandoned me Understanded these Things I was going through Holding you seemed to bring A false sense of security to life lived unclear Then from here you, disappear It was fear that made me depend on another earth bound being For worked out inner peace In the end, after the laughter seized I released you and became depend on me [Verse: Himself] Please don't go Don't leave home You know how much I hate it when you walk on Don't worry I won't be gone long Ida hit the world for my face to be shown Let my name be known There's some sh** you gotta learn on your own But love never came back she left me alone Now I got my feelings alone Until love decides to come back home [Verse: Murs] She asked me was I lonely cuz I stay on the road I said, "no I'm not lonely, I'm just alone" But thats the way it's been since I abandoned home Family abandoned me, I was sleeping where I could Thinking "why can't they see, I just wanna be me" Do what comes natural It wasn't like I wanted to More like I had to flow, perform tracks at open mic's They wanted a degree, I wanted my rhymes tight In hindsight, I wouldn't change a thing Having no one to depend on is strange but it brings A sense of self and inner strength you just can't imagine The trick not to focus on them hard times you having But the lessons being taught A knowledge and experience that can't be bought In this world you all you got And that's you and only you You may acquire a companion Some friends that call you crew But you leave this plane solo Complete within oneself Once you master that you won't need nobody else But it helps I'd be a fool to say it didn't And when they leave this earth before you The impact hard hitting And I do mean hard I mean I felt it so deep it had me questioning god Like why'd you take her from us? Whats this really all about? Do you really have a plan? Looking up at him screaming Screaming [Hook]