All I wish is to turn to dust! All I've seen is hate in your eyes All I know is from your world You never trust that angels cry I still feel his dirty hands over me I still hear his voice crying after me Who could believe that an angel could be The dead soul that still is inside of me? Doors are closed, Words have lied: God is silent when children cry Mother's gone, father's dead Who could believe me? My brother's dead! Give me back what have been stolen from me Let me be what a child is meant to be Take away memories out of my head And give me the childhood that I've never had!