Anachronaeon - Seeds Of Darkness Sprouting In Light lyrics

Six months on the run with me And her belly is growing by the day I know I can't make her love me like this There is nothing I can do or say She's become so skinny and I try to feed her well But the cops are on to us, we cannot travel fast enough Should I go down in a fight Or should I do what I know deep down is right? Should I set them free? Where I go only pain will follow That child is a part of me Inevitably that will bring them sorrow Is there still time to win back His love I could end their lives for a blessing from above I can't have it all so I need to choose But no matter what I will be the one to lose So long I've been struggling for heaven's sake Must I doubt my life's work at the finish line For something as fragile as mortal love When the ethereal throne awaits to be mine No, I cannot sacrifice my work For something as uncertain as love And that beast in her stomach Would be a living proof of my disobedience So I held her under water Until she struggled no more My job was done And gone was the distracting who*e