I have decided to write things down So that the world can take part of my work The things I had to do for God I would not wish for anyone But he chose me because I was strong I was his tool to undo wrong I have worked so hard through the years But I never found innocence beyond their tears I remember it like yesterday I was high on life and the sun kissed my face Mary was on her way home I was not far behind and we were all alone In the glade by the river I took her by the arm She was scared but she did not utter a word A temptress like the ones My father had warned me about When I tried to kiss her she fought back And I knew she was a demon because I wanted her like that She stopped breathing by the pouring of a stream of red Invoked by the hammer that I smashed into her head And I wept for her soul but I know she found peace I could see her spirit vanish beyond the trees This day God opened my mind and He made me see I knew He would return to summon me