Anabel Englund - What Can I Say? lyrics

[Verse 1: Jez Dior] If I could've wrote an article, not a verse I made a [?] paragraph, no words I mean I'd write a book, maybe two Can't put it into words how much I love you too Motivation will make you proud 'Cause that's when [?] Look at my sister, look how you raised her Gave up your life for everything you gave us [?] Another looking down from the luxury cloud You've had it hard, harder than most But you thrive of pressure and disguise as a ghost Make the world yours and my eyes [?] Good enough man? Then you'll find them, though That wasn't, don't regret choices See [?] and listen to my voices Speaking from the heart that I got from you You know how it beats at every thought of you Damn, look at past articles Heroine dreams not impossible Don't mind me, tell her your story But I wanna - wanna know how much you've done for me Young girl, I was moving around Six brothers, one [?] One week, one commits suicide Next week, one commits suicide But you were strong Made a rockstar and you rolled along Had your first gig, times were great [?] Me [?] hustle that you can't enjoy Never went a Friday without a Batman toy I was priority, you were perfect Everything that we've been through can't be worth it So clichè but Imma make you the Queen That deep down you know you deserve it, B You work too hard, think too much And I'm gonna make life so simple it's numb So give me time, not too slow Got me a [?], let go of the rope I'm a fly, carry on your flame You created a kid to take over the game You'll be the one that's yelling my name Wanna perform this song on the biggest stage [Pre-Chorus: Jez Dior] And God forbid, when you're gone I need you to know you were my star I love you no matter what Mom, you're my angel, my number one [Chorus: Anabel Englund] What can I say when I think you'll hear them say? (What can I say? What - what can I say?) I could be running from your embrace (What can I say? What - what can I say?) And you'll be gone and everything (What can I say? What - what can I say?) You'll be gone and everything (What can I say? What - what can I say?) You'll be gone and everything [Verse 2: Jesse Rutherford] So the time that we had means the world to me I'm lucky if I've found what I need in a girl for me Doesn't matter 'bout her hair or her perfect teeth I wanna be with the one with the angel wings You showed me how to handle things How to stand on two feet and not to be at peace And every night when I pray to God I see a lady up in Heaven there watching me I love you and my love is free And that I receive 'cause you gave it to me In my whole life you would pay for me And I don't just mean money, all sorts of things Every Christmas I was number one You would take a few bucks and retire from fun You know what? I didn't get it back then But [?] I love you, I will say it again Remember when I get scared lay in bed? Yeah, tossed and turned all night You could've sleeped a week but it was still alright And every morning you would wake me up With a kiss and a kiss and a kiss and a hug I miss [?] 'cause I haven't grew up Which is what you taught, "Trust in love" Thought about what I'll do when you're gone But I'm all grown up, crying feels so wrong Yeah, [?] So I'm saving cash not [?] The main thing that you taught Is for me to watch Yeah, so I peel my eyelids back so far 'Till I clearly saw Uh, [?] Told you to run like a marathon Look, I thank God you were [?] That's why I'm so scared from when you've gone from us There's no use in repairing us You've done everything that a parent does You're everything that an angel is You gave direction to an aimless kid Back when [?] called me a brainless sh** You would never let 'em say it and you gave 'em sh** Told them but I take shame in it Better now you're raising a famous kid? [Pre-Chorus: Jesse Rutherford] And in the end, the love we take Is equal to the love we make We're all human, we make mistakes Again I'll state I love you [Chorus: Anabel Englund] What can I say when I think you'll hear them say? (What can I say? What - what can I say?) I could be running from your embrace (What can I say? What - what can I say?) And you'll be gone and everything (What can I say? What - what can I say?) You'll be gone and everything (What can I say? What - what can I say?) You'll be gone and everything [Interlude: Jez Dior/Jesse Rutherford] (Gone, gone, gone, gone) (Gone, gone, gone, gone) (Gone, gone, gone, gone) [Chorus: Anabel Englund] What can I say when I think you'll hear them say? (What can I say? What - what can I say?) I could be running from your embrace (What can I say? What - what can I say?) And you'll be gone and everything (What can I say? What - what can I say?) You'll be gone and everything (What can I say? What - what can I say?) You'll be gone and everything [Outro: Anabel Englund] (What can I say? What - what can I say?) (What can I say? What - what can I say?) (What can I say? What - what can I say?) (What can I say? What - what can I say?)