An Owl Among Ruins - We're Andy's Toys lyrics

Ou tried to fix what wasn't broken and ended up breaking me instead. Real love stories don't have an ending; ours was just a fairy tale. Carve my name into my grave. If you're gonna execute me do it quick and painlessly. You better not hesitate to euthanize me. How can I tweak these words so that they make it in your stubborn mind? Implant the pictures in your brain so that you think about me all the time. I look in the mirror trying to see what's wrong with me And all I see are all the things I didn't try to be. I swear I didn't break the gla**, but this bad luck keeps following me. I hate to say that I let myself turn out this way. How many crimson lessons from my Smith &Wesson will it take Before I realize that this is hurting more than helping? I'll get a good night's sleep. You won't disturb my dreams. My eyes will stay closed without tears bursting from the seams. In doubt I'll jump and during free fall I'll unfold my wings. What are good days without bad days first to show a change? I hope a part of me is in your heart Because a part of me is gone and if it's not with you then it is lost. I look in the mirror trying to see what's wrong with me And all I see are all the things I didn't try to be. I swear I didn't break the gla**, but this bad luck keeps following me. I'm so sorry that I couldn't be everything and more that you wanted from Me. I played the cards I was dealt, always forced to a fold. What disease do I have that makes me unfit to hold? You will forever be the inspiration to my art.