An Amiable Medley - ​misplaced lyrics

Well, I walked around my hometown Just hoping I'd see you drive by But I didn't see you drive by Then I went back to my mother's house I laid back down and I thought about how Even the best of memories will fade Yeah they'll be erased Well, now I get so depressed, or more or less Just discontent with my existence and it seems No amount of drinks or d** or f**s are gonna Make this go away, make me feel better Oh, time has been taking it's toll On my body, mind and soul And I'm feeling worn, and so tired… Of living with the weight of all my mistakes