Amy Pearson - Murder lyrics

I have died a hundred times But heaven's still so far away I'm not in chains no more I'm not gonna do the time When you can just confess your guilt today You're more scared of the judge, the jury You're not concerned about how you destroyed me And left me to burn Something inside me needs to justify The reason I still can't smile in my eyes There's nowhere to run, you're out of alibis Sorry, but you're guilty of k**ing me Murder in the first degree I have kept it all inside But so many times, you bruised my soul But now I'm strong enough to speak the truth Time for your crimes to take their toll I watch you step up on to the bench And you look so afraid Cause now you got more than me to manipulate I still weep and think about it Been waiting so long to accept I can't just leave my past behind me Cause everytime I try, I fell And though I didn't wanna do this I can't keep it inside And the truth is still the truth No matter how you try to hide You're k**ing me