[Intro] (Keem, you wrong for that one) (Damn, Jam, this sh*t a vibe) [Chorus] I don't wanna fight anymore I just had time to think like what we fighting for I don't cherish nothing, special things I ignore Feel so helpless in this world, I walk straight out of the door (DJ Shab, fool) Take my canoe and an oar then I paddle away I don't fit in on this Earth, I feel so out of place I lost my auntie the other day, I been losing faith Been tryna fight to hold my tears, but I been crying all day [Verse 1] We been at this for a while, I still don't know what we are I been battling with my feelings, still emotionally scarred I done walked eight miles, can't wait like a U-Haul Wanna give up 'cause I'm so damaged but I made it this far [?] my blindside They see me happy, they don't see my downside Still call for my brother when the sun rise Watch Ed have a heart attack, I'm traumatized I'm the leader of the pack, sometimes I don't know what I'm doing I hope my b*tch being faithful 'cause I know who she screwing Gambling with my dollars to my lullabies I don't think loyalty exists, been crossed so many times [Chorus] I don't wanna fight anymore I just had time to think like what we fighting for
I don't cherish nothing, special things I ignore Feel so helpless in this world, I walk straight out of the door Take my canoe and an oar then I paddle away I don't fit in on this Earth, I feel so out of place I lost my auntie the other day, I been losing faith Been tryna fight to hold my tears, but I been crying all day [Verse 2] My auntie [?] need a kidney I'm taking it hard but she still with me I'm alone in Houston without Whitney Fighting depression, I'm so dizzy Reaching out for comfort, no one to grab my hand They had a shot for happiness but I ain't have a chance Can't take back the time No need to press rewind Granddad got killed by his wife, hard for me to give my heart to a b*tch Tryna take me out the streets but I'm the heart of this sh*t [Chorus] I don't wanna fight anymore I just had time to think like what we fighting for I don't cherish nothing, special things I ignore Feel so helpless in this world, I walk straight out of the door Take my canoe and an oar then I paddle away I don't fit in on this Earth, I feel so out of place I lost my auntie the other day, I been losing faith Been tryna fight to hold my tears, but I been crying all day