[CAEDO]
I'm going off the deep end
Don't wanna depend
On anybody
Not even close friends
I feel alone
Soon as the bag of dope ends
I'm barely coping
Off weed & Motrin
Your speed and motion
Keeps you content
Even when it comes
At emotion's expense
Got a notion for ya'
Drop your defense
I'd cross oceans for ya'
If it all made sense
But I can't keep
Chasing pavements, expecting payment
Whenever that short road ends
The home I stayed in has since been vacant
She kicked me out
Because I couldn't make rent
I'm losing my mind
My health is declined
I'm losing touch
& it just doesn't make sense
Screaming
"f** all mankind and f** the peace signs,
you broke my spirit and I ain't been the same since"
[YUNG $ICKS]
Underneath that creek
I retreat, when I can't breathe
Although I'm
Paved in-between like a sheet
Fallen pansy
All the rain got me bleak
Vigilant being
Never catchin' a Z
Only feed off
The moonlight
Can't stay obsolete
Rather be incomplete
All my demons held me
When nobody would reach
God of hydro
Yet futile on fluid
Drain a rainbow
So no colors return
Once we set in
None of us removing
Iniquitous flow
Memories left to burn
Skyline's becoming pandemic
Screeches & leeches
Are divin' from Heaven
Act like you just don't regret it
But I can smell
All your regret for rejecting
Ya affection don't get to me
You came at me
When you needed a shoulder
To lean & cry, spending the night
Say you're all gucci
Yet hiding behind, all of the lies
Wondering why
Pain is growing