[Intro:]
Hello everybody, my name is James and I'm an alcoholic
I've been struggling with this since I was a young teenager
And as I grow older it just gets worse
Feels like alcoholism is the reason
I lost everything that I loved in my life
For some reason it's the only thing
That takes the pain of that away again
It's like the only thing that can k** my pain is another drink
If you understand how this might make a motherf**er go kinda
Kinda f**ing crazy, you know what I'm saying?
[Verse 1]
Don't leave me alone now
When I'm alone I'm not my own self
A different person starts to grow inside me
I can't walk away
He's in my dome now
Telling me I shouldn't have grown up
I should've died and I'm just a waste of space
And the only relief is a couple of drinks
A shot of the brown burn it right out of me
This feeling of pain, am I just insane?
Cause that's what my whole family thinks
Bent over the sink, trying to think of a reason to stop that
Always the pain, sometimes the pain is so much I can't even get up
I thought I was tough, does that mean I'm lying about all the other stuff
I know that when I was drinking I just didn't gave a motherf**, I was
[Hook:]
Drinking on my fifth had my b**h rolling up a spliff [x3]
I be on my sh**, I-I be on my sh**
I was (gone!)
[Verse 2:]
Keep the drinks cold now
Keep that f**ing blunt rolled up
There's not a force that can hold us
Cause I'm burning way too hot, I can't stop
I got a problem staying sober
Chip on my shoulder as I get older
I wonder how could I end up broken?
I cut my heart out and live wide open
Showing them all
That everyday is just more of the pain
Since I was sixteen young years old
And everyday I just chase it away
With this bottle and this b**h, oh no
Now I'm higher than her, driving was probably a mistake
So was drinking and snorting them pills you're never supposed to mix, wait
Is that a cop? Well, f** a cop - all of them b**h made
I turn the corner and take me another sip mane
Cause I was
[Hook]
[Outro:]
And now I can see my only friend
Back in the bottom of a bottle again
(Drinking on my fifth)