[Intro]
2 cups
Aye i'm finna just spaz, alright?
And shout out to spaz, right?
[Verse]
I remember being a youngin fresh in the game
Pops wasn't home so I was trying to get blessed in the game
Hustling rocks on the block summertime in the rain thirsty for a body
Trying my best just to get a name
I was in that sh** to win it
Empty that clip till it's finished
Schooled by them older dudes
That was there from the beginning
I was a shorty they told the whole story but the ending
See my life was like a movie but this movie can't be rented
I've been sinning but we all sin the Bible say we're all kin
You know it don't work like that my n***a
We can't all win
Mama taught me keep my circle small
That way it's more for me stopped supporting me
When she start having to go to court for me
Lil n***a by that corner store f** you on that corner for
Trying to get a dollar n***as left bro on that corner floor
They forgot about my homie kike he wasn't born before
Trying to see that light
You n***as ain't been through
That storm before cause that sunshine ain't always bright
And them n***as that be talking
They ain't always right
Man my n***as changed on me
We was always tight before them bodies got to dropping
We would always fight but sh** changed it'll never be the same no more
Why the f** these handcuffs don't feel strange no more
Lord please I don't want to feel this pain no more
Them cloudy days hoping that it ain't gone rain no more cause when it rains it pours
It's real in this field n***a most of them n***as in your circle ain't the real n***a
When them guns pop them headshots don't heal n***a
Mama said if you don't get k**ed the state'll deal with ya
And that's real f**ed up cause she was right
So when I was in that cell I thought about that every night
Got a kite sent from my homie said stop playing with them pipes
Told me f** them other n***as boy this music sh** your life
Took too much to earn my stripes but I earnt them motherf**ers
Took a while to learn my papers but I learnt the motherf**ers
Keep them out your business if it don't concern that motherf**er
You can't cross this bridge again once you burn that motherf**er
I've been through a lot of stress that's why I know some sh**
Especially to trust a b**h it's fine if you condone that b**h
You don't show that hoe where your stash at if you don't know that b**h
My plug broke that sh** so when I cop it he gone blow that b**h
I be on my grind all the time cause time money man
I know being broke is a joke Tyhat sh** ain't funny man
They say if you out there in them streets then your a dummy man
But got to eat one way or the other sh** you don't understand
n***as don't get it it take a lot just to get me
Swear to god when I make it I'm taking my n***as with me
Rest in peace to Felisha, Henno, Lil Edy and Timmy Freaky, Pooh Bear and Eazy
Damn it I lost way too many
Boosie say if you my n***a you my n***a then
Don't split up like dividends be there for ‘em thick and thin
But in the end n***as ain't loyal boy they'll snake you
Same n***as be yo homie and when you make it they hate you
Streets gone be there forever and when you gone they replace you
Bro don't go down this road cause you ain't gone like where it take you
Don't follow me lil n***a acknowledge and pay yo homage
Shout out to all my n***as like Spaz, Midnight and Bonnet
I told Mista that I was gone make it I made a promise
They don't give it to me sh** I'm gone take it and that's a promise
50 a hunned bonds hunned and 52 hunned mo
You say you keep it on you n***a what you running fo?
Boy you ain't really got a bag what you stuntin fo?
Hunned rounds in this K it sounds like my n***as drummin tho
This for my brother though this really ain't no letter bro
See this sh** i'm doing I just want you to do better bro
Man my n***as changed on me like the weather bro
Hunned mill what i'ma settle fo foreal