[Chorus]
You see me you see me I'm not doing well
I got some problems that nobody knows about
I got some secrets that I need to tell
I'm fresh of the mothership, I'm not of this world
Lately I've been on some other stuff, I'm losing myself
[Verse: 1]
I don't know how it all started I nearly departed
I'm acting irregular all I wanted to do was turn up and party
I don't know how I fell I was doing so well
Now my thoughts are so negative I don't know how to deal
I got some deep wounds and they need to heal
Now all of these people want me out of my shell
I got nothing for him I've been watching p**n
Hate to inform it's a desert storm
The higher my platform the lower my Lord's arm
Reaching for me, He been preaching for me
Ain't nothing in me, He been speaking for me
I've been crying out why you keep ignoring (where you at)
Brother slip me a switch, split me a wrist
I really thought I was over this
Now I'm putting all my hope in this
Feeling that I'm getting this is too appealing stressing over this
Will never bring me healing
I know the hero died for the villain but I'm thinking suicide when I'm chilling
I need to get back to the mothership before the mission fail
I used to think I would never slip
Now I got secrets so dark in me
I don't know who I can tell I don't know who to be real
I feel like Jesus adopted me and then put my soul up for sale
[Bridge]
I'm fresh off the mothership X4
[Chorus] X2
You see me X4
I'm not doing well
I got some problems that nobody knows about
I got some secrets that I need to tell
I'm fresh of the mothership, I'm not of this world
Lately I've been on some other stuff, I'm losing myself
[Verse: 2]
Means like our father don't even bother
To hear from heaven when we call Abba
Hello so we turn to everything else just to solve problems
I was fresh off the mothership in 2006 with a plan to come here and build palaces
I don't know if you feel the embarra**ment
Apparently satan had a pair of tricks
My trinity ain't divinity, more like me and a pair of tricks
Trying to escape from the tyranny
Feeling more and more American feeling less and less an alien
Free me from the luciferian, beat me up you see me battling
Soon my baby she'll be carrying, I don't want to be a heretic
You see me running from these marriages
These people ain't my people
I know you see that you are unequal
I see the beef climbing up the steeple
I see the anti-christ grim reaper
I see the sin I'm going in deeper
Man I used to be a 10 keeper
[Bridge]
When I was fresh of the mothership X2
I'm fresh of the mothership X2
[Chorus] X2
You see me X4
I'm not doing well
I got some problems that nobody knows about
I got some secrets that I need to tell
I'm fresh of the mothership, I'm not of this world
Lately I've been on some other stuff, I'm losing myself