I just wanna pa** out
But I think I'd rather black out
Think I'd rather act out
I've never seen this new side that she showin'
I think I do know where this night might be goin'
Bottle down and I'm feelin' good
Not a sound
I never thought she would
You say they don't understand me
Yeah, they never could (ill!)
But you takin' they side
Just like I knew you would
He tell me
"You shouldn't do it to prove people wrong"
"Oh, by the way, look, I do love this song"
Oh, look it's working
That didn't take long
Yet, he someone who never believed all along
He'll say he's always been someone pushin my songs
Yet, when they play me, he can't sing along
See the funny thing is when I star on a song
He be one of the people I'm tryna prove wrong
He just someone gon' say what they never did do
He just someone who never did hang with the crew
You see, down in LA, there are many like you
You should come get acquainted
I do know a few
I don't know what to say
Yet, I know what she do
She want that white
You should call it King Boo
She on the way
I don't know what she knew
Yet, you turn right on sunset i told you the route
Tell her
"Anything's possible", Kevin Garnett
But not every shot can be nothing but net
It's not i won't get it i just ain't there yet for my path is not set
Skip on my dreams and it's lies and regret
I just gotta be what they never did bet
I just gotta leave, I can never stay set
Yet, she wants me to leave
So I gave her my best
She know the rest
I just wanna pa** out
But I think I'd rather black out
Think I'd rather act out
I've never seen this new side that she showin'
I think I do know where this night might be goin'
Bottle down and I'm feelin' good
Not a sound
I never thought she would
You say they don't understand me
Yeah, they never could
Yet you takin' they side
Just like I knew you would
Yeah
One day, think way back in Eagle when I
Really did think I can rap, think I'll try
I think I'll show them, what i hear
When I, be alone in my car, rapping, no one inside
I know they think that crazy, we try
"You wanna be what?"
I just say, "Nevermind."
"What if you fail?"
I just say, "Never, I."
"But, how long it gon' take?"
I just say, "Give it time."
Cause it's not who you are
But, it's who you gon' be
That night in the car you said
"I'll make them see"
You was talkin' some greatness I could not believe
Then I asked "Who I need"
And you pointed at me
Now I feel I'm defying some views
Do I believe in myself? Yes I do
Now look I got some sh** to sort through
I don't mind what's been spoken
But I want some truth (yeah!)
Would love that white
But I don't like the taste
Must kick the habit
Or end Billy Mays
Purp on my hip
Got me feelin' like Mace
I know she quite the catch
Call that sh** Willie Mays
Got that Ye on my Jay
Got me watchin' the throne
I'm never gon' say what is said when she thrown
She never gon' f** with them
She know they clones
I guess I'll ignore what I saw on her phone
I just wanna pa** out
But I think I'd rather black out
Think I'd rather act out
I've never seen this new side that she showin'
I think I do know where this night might be goin'
Bottle down and I'm feelin' good
Not a sound
I never thought she would
You say they don't understand me
Yeah, they never could
Yet you takin' they side
Just like I knew you would
(Yeah, yeah)
Lord, I do hope that my eyes ain't deceiving
Her a** looking fat
So you know that I'm skeemin'
Liquor involved
So you talkin' 'bout demons
I'm f**in' you raw, like that night before leavin'
But that just that time back in Lexington Hills
That just the time we were f**in' for thrills
That just that time we took adderall pills
And we stayed up all night just to talk how you feel
f** all this talkin' just give me some head
Knock on the door
Please do not use the bed
Minutes go by, she face down on the bed
Yeah, I heard what you said
I ignore it instead
But how much I get drunk
I should coach USC
I do have what it takes
And I know that you see
Know that she want it
But she'll never be
Something about me
She know that, you see
As I sat in my forerunner, rapping to self
I did not know that sh** would just help
Sorry for the wait
Know the words, know 'em well
Back in 9th grade mom said smoke.. go to hell
As I float like a feather
I'm on floating feather
I just got a text
Her mind change like our weather
I'm thinkin' one day that we could be together
That white had me sick
But now I'm feelin' better