[Hook] I should just retire Cause they love me then they hate me Big me up then underrate me its krazy And I don't feel inspired Not enough real for me to feel And I'll never sign a deal I'm just so tired I should just retire And I don't feel inspired I should just retire And I don't feel inspired I'm just so tired [Verse 1] I flirt with thoughts of retiring it's tiring lack of competition isn't Inspiring No I ain't firing shots at any artist but what I'm implying Is the game is watered down like that drink with the vitamins Blood s**ers mother f**ers trying to get close I won't invite em in Snakes calling me bro and babe but I been sighted them They wanna see me fade away cause of the hate tell em to try it then They flame burn bright cause of what I write I ignited them (wait they want that real) I'm stressed because I get no acknowledgement Hip hop is revived in my lines look at my accomplishments Momma doubting me including my b**h and my family
Thought I was making em proud but all they wanna see Is me be a drug slinging card cracking hooligan They see me name on they newsfeed oh look it's you again Promoting music that we don't wanna hear My b**h said she supports I smell bullsh** in the air [Bridge] They won't be happy till I comprise my integrity They won't be happy till I become a wanna be They won't be happy till I rest in peace, R.I.P [Hook] I should just retire Cause they love me then they hate me Big me up then underrate me its krazy And I don't feel inspired Not enough real for me to feel They don't understand why I wouldn't sign a deal I'm just so tired [Verse 2] Oh lord help me shake these demons off They stay for free but I still pay the cost They use my heat and leave me with a frost Blindfold me, spin me around, now I'm lost I been crossed like Jesus, I think they found my weakness It's loving these b**hes more than I love myself it's that sweetness (x2)