[Intro]
This sh** right here man
It's real personal
It comes from the heart
I miss you bro
I love you bro
[Hook: Chantal Kreviazuk]
How I'm feeling, it doesn't matter
Cause you know I'm okay
Instead, I ask myself, "Why do you worry?"
When you know, you know I'm the same
I know, I know you don't love me, baby
They're trying to take you away from me
Only over my dead body...
[Verse 1]
Dear bro, how's it going all the way up there in heaven?
How's the afterlife? I know you live in paradise
But down here, everything is f**ed up
Man the world is so corrupt you gotta have a gun or have a knife
And mommy going through it
She ain't have a 9 to 5 since you died
She just stopped like a traffic light
Yeah it's been five years but she still cry tears
She depressed and her anxiety ain't acting right
And as for me? sh**, I been hurting
I ain't even gon' lie to you
I been drinking, getting high, getting wasted, overthinking
I been praying but the pain is so strong cause every night man I cry for you
I'm still throwing up that five for you
The other day I was thinking ‘bout that time when you called me out the blue
And you told me spit a rhyme for you
Now every day I grind for you
And Quinn, yo she really getting bigger
Looking like the bigger sister
sh** she put me in the mind of you
Can't believe you had three kids n***a
But your daughter is your twin
I swear to god she just a lighter you
Damn we really miss you here
Life s**s and there's nothing that you missing here
Since you left, everything is just different here
Tell god that he really need to fix it here
But anyway I really hope this letter reaches you
Wish heaven had a phone so I could speak to you
Sometimes I wish that I could be with you
But it's something here in life that I need to do
[Hook: Chantal Kreviazuk]
I know, I know you don't love me, baby
They're trying to take you away from me
Only over my dead body...
[Verse 2]
Dear bro, I been grinding
I don't work a 9 to 5, to be honest
I don't think that is the life for me
You know this rap sh** was always my priority
Was always just a part of me, I swear it's just right for me
I found a girl that I really got a bond with
Beautiful, plus loyal, she aight for me
And Redlyfe, that's the squad
Them my n***as, them my brothers
Different mothers and they still would take a life for me
Saw your pops the other week, saw [?]
Grandma and Earl Key on the keef
Ramell he in college, Keyon playing ball
Lil n***a getting tall, same height as me
September 26th, a day I never could forget
Another week, it'll make five years
Damn, it's like where the f** the time went?
Since you left it's like where the f** my mind went?
The thought of it just make me want to cry again
I swear bro I gotta win
For you, mom, me, and Quinn
Nah bro, I won't quit
Cause if I lose I'ma try again
Lately I been neglecting the family
And I don't know why, I gotta spend more time with them
P.S. I hope this letter reaches you
Wish heaven had a phone so I could speak to you
Sometimes I wish that I could be with you
But it's something here in life that I need to do
[Hook: Chantal Kreviazuk]
I know, I know you don't love me, baby
They're trying to take you away from me
Only over my dead body...