[Verse 1]
Got me up in my mind, like it's summer time
Like it's deep thoughts, and a bottle of wine
But that was last year, I gotta pull it together
What a bad year, I blame it on the weather
Must be hot out, a warm day in July
I've been knocked out, can't remember the time
But you know, there's nothing to it
Promise we'll get back, right back to it
Tell em, I could do it
I could die today
In fact I die a lot living in this summer state
So I guess I must live until my life change
I must live until my life change
But I'm doing it right this time
Getting hungry man, homie this breakfast time
Pretend that you had
Something to do with it
But this just me
No crew with it
[Bridge]
I'm not who I was
People change
So don't act like you know me
Cause people change
Don't treat me the same
Don't treat me the same
Hold up
[Verse 2]
Back up with the rhymes I got cold like that 'ey
Yeah I left my faith and I'd never go back cause
I can't stand you, be concerned with yourself
I ain't the one to be worried, you the one who needs help
Cause I don't live inside a box anymore, no not me
All that talk was before but now it's not me
I got sins, I got sins tell me all about it
I'm working hard, too hard to feel bad about it
Too much talking from you, you stay on that side
Never thought you'd hear it coming from a white guy
Don't make me get the fire man you light it yourself
I'm really doing fine man I'm trusting myself
I got confidence now
You got vanity
Every time you think to criticize you can't with me
Cause I got more than they ever imagined before
And this is only the start of what is happening
[Bridge]
Girl, just hop in and ride with me
Cause we can go, wherever we
Want to go, in this city
Girl, just hop in and ride with me
[Verse 3]
And we can watch everybody get real cold
Put on that red dress, I'll grab my suit coat
And you can take it off, and calm me down
And tell me everything's fine long as you're around
You can take it off
And love me now
Tell me everything's mine
Even if it isn't
As all the people I knew, get real cold
Cause I don't believe in the same things they're told
Never thought I'd see the day I became an adult
Never thought I'd let 'em down, but hey, you know
All those people, used to believe in me
But I know all the kids still believe in me
Well this isn't what it was back then
But I like to think it's gotten even better now
Yeah, never listen to the old ways
Cause you know that new is always better now
[Bridge]
Fresh starts, fresh scents
Back when I would give, my two cents
I find it better to just, lay low
The less you talk, the less they know
The less they criticize
But you don't know these eyes
Trying to fight the odds
Trying to fight a God, whoa
[Outro]
And I'm destined to bloom, like a flower in June
Every person I knew, know that we pushing through
I dream big nothing short of that ever
So sit back and pay attention to my effort
Give me a year or so, I'm not finished yet
I don't have the time to worry 'bout my image yet
Pretty soon man I'ma have that private jet
You think I'm kidding, you think I'm kidding
Quit your wining, we just fine dining
So many women, I just need a dime and
C'mon let me find one, yeah just let me find one