[Verse 1 : XTalik] I tried to get out, go and make some friends But I just ended up letting fakeys in I was annoying But I wasn't trying to be, so I was avoiding Getting way of things, but they were enjoying Making fun of me every day I had to change my style in every type of way To be accepted But I was too poor to do that I got rejected f** the brand names and the fresh fades Still was tryna get laid Up in 9th grade Had the fresh perm to go with my style Straight edgy Never did d** And I fought like Neji Wanted to be an actor Still do, to this day But more so a rapper Never one to play No Broadway but I acted And acted Tried to be the cool kid They burned me like acid Roasted subtracted and straight outcasted Retreated to music and blasted my headphones Blow out my eardrums Living on anthems My dick dryer than my phone Stuck in the twilight zone No matter where i'm at i'm always [Chorus] Alone x4 (No matter how much) Alone x4 Ah [Verse 2: XTalik] f** getting rich Please throw me in a ditch
You took out my heart and batted it out like a pitch Home run home run Where I go, when I get shunned Lock myself in my room play games and i'm done Too many to fight, to many to battle Put up an attitude and the bullies will rattle They fill up the halls and Target us like cattle,, Use words to pelt us and skin us to saddles So I stayed in my house Started writing lyrics Talked about my triumphs but those were Pyrrhic Wasn't really much But I had to let it all out I gotta k** the noise show em what i'm all about You f*ggots plastic This an occult cla**ic Sound wave orgiastic It's all fantastic Bash it Put it in your next f**ing playlist Gotta let it out, i'll never be shameless Or brainless, don't be f**ing ignoramus I'll be ball park, shooting f**ing your girls an*s I guess my minds a cyclone I'm bad to the bone And i'm sure, that's written in stone That i'll always be alone [Chorus] Alone x4 (No matter how much) Alone x4 (No matter how much I try)