Verse 1}
Woke up feeling stressed
Got dressed and I left
New girl in my bed
It’s still middle finger to my ex
Got a toy machine t-shirt
'Cause I thought of you wearing it
I’m up before the birds
4 AM and I'm panicking
{Bridge}
30 in the backseat
Out the window, shooting blanks
That b*tch don’t know my name
She just seen my face
I didn’t get lucky
I spend life afraid
I need you to be happy
So I'll take all the blame
{Hook}
You watch me through a screen
Then go behind the scenes
And tell your friends about me so they hate me bеfore we meet
I know if I make it
I’ll still bе the same
So if I end up hating you, then you’re the one to blame
Thousand dollar tattoos
10 dollar pair of shoes
I’m in California laid up
Thinking 'bout when everyday su*ked
Playing cards on a marble table
Tokyo hotel, 10 foot windows
Wasting money when I'm unstable
Can't remember what I paid for
{Bridge}
30 in the backseat
Out the window, shooting blanks
That b*tch don’t know my name
She just seen my face
I didn’t get lucky
I spend life afraid
I need you to be happy
So I’ll take all the blame
{Hook}
You watch me through a screen
Then go behind the scenes
And tell your friends about me so they hate me before we meet
I know if I make it
I’ll still be the same
So if I end up hating you, then you’re the one to blame
{Verse 2}
Woke up feeling blessed
Old girl in my bed
I missed her like a train, yeah
She’s the best I ever had
It’s hard to play it safe
I dropped out hella fast
I couldn’t relate to all the people in my class
{Hook}
You watch me through a screen
Then go behind the scenes
And tell your friends about me so they hate me before we meet
I know if I make it
I’ll still be the same
So if I end up hating you, then you’re the one to blame