I try to regain some sanity
Well it’s hard when I lack the composure and no sort of vanity
Barely managing
Cause’ the weight on my shoulder’s a boulder that’s crumbling down on me
I’m not down never out for the count and I
Find d**h always creeping around
So what am I supposed to say that I’m better of this way
(Cause’ I’m in for the long run)
I want to feel fire in my lungs
I want to taste pride beneath my tongue
I want to be someone that I’m not
(That I’m not)
And maybe I’de be better off
Taking what I’ve got
And leaving behind the things I’ve lost
I want to feel what it’s like to be the good enough
To be the good enough
It’s scary taking on a life like mine
Well I’m far from your best bet
I try to stray from in between the lines
Cause’ it’s hard when I fake this
Call me a scumbag, can I get my luck back?
(fu*k THAT)
Alive in disguise
Just a hot mess in progress
If it’s a f**ing contest give me a sign
Or am I wasting my time?
(Cause I’m in for the long run)
I want to feel fire in my lungs
I want to taste pride beneath my tongue
I want to be someone that I’m not
(That I’m not)
And maybe I’de be better off
Taking what I’ve got
And leaving behind the things I’ve lost
I want to feel what it’s like to be the good enough
To be the good enough
All my life I’ve been acting sick and
All my friends never gave a sh**
Take all that blame that you came here with
And throw it away
Cause I think I’m getting sick of all these
All my life I’ve been acting sick and
(Lonely places)
All my friends never gave a sh**
(Worn down faces)
Take all that blame that you came here with
(Sacrifices)
And throw it away
(f**ed up nights and)
Cause I think I’m getting sick of all these
All my life I’ve been acting sick and
(Lonely places)
All my friends never gave a sh**
(Worn down faces)
Take all that blame that you came here with
(Sacrifices)
And throw it away
(f**ed up nights and)
Cause I think I’m getting sick of it
I want to feel fire in my lungs
(WOAH)
I want to taste pride beneath my tongue
(WOAH)
I want to be someone that I’m not
(WOAH)
(That I’m not)
And maybe I’de be better off
Taking what I’ve got
(WOAH)
And leaving behind the things I’ve lost
(WOAH)
I want to feel what it’s like to be the good enough
(WOAH)
To be the good enough
All my life I’ve been acting sick and
All my friends never gave a sh**
Take all that blame that you came here with and
Throw it away
Cuz I think I’m getting sick of it