[Verse #1]
I've been to church
They rubbed my name in the dirt
And buried me under the earth
I got family I can't even trust
All these n***as don't what I'm worth (shiiit)
f** 'em all, b**h I'm all alone
You said got your back but you let me fall
Too much is not enough i must go hard
f** that 9 to 5 but sh**, I still need it
'T'a rien a me dire' my n***a
I'm the realest, going ham like skrillex
It only took her just a minute to diminish me
I'll probably die ‘fore I can even trust another b**h
It's gonna take time to rebuild that bridge
Meanwhile I'll be on some other sh**
[Hook]
f** my life
You can catch me in my zone
And I'll be all alone up in here
f** my life
Tryna figure out where I went wrong
Hate it when my mind is playing tricks on me
[Verse#2]
I keep the fake ones in focus, Nah, you won't pa** unnoticed
I gotta keep my eyes wide open, trick I'm waiting for ‘gun loaded', I've been too nice and they know it
Man, why do I keep going?
It feels like I'm stuck in traffic, I got strategies but no tactics
Electrocuted by life progressing in stuff i don't like
Constantly, looking up at the sky
Questioning why I'm still alive...
Still don't know why and upon nobody I can rely
And it ain't like I haven't even tried
Even she wouldn't stick with me when I was losing my mind
[Hook]
f** my life
You can catch me in my zone
And I'll be all alone up in here
f** my life
Tryna figure out where I went wrong
Hate it when my mind is playing tricks on me