Verse: Plummeting I'm stomaching What's in my face Going up than going down The staircase I grew up with an unpleasant Past I want to erase I stop To breath Stop To talk Stop Talking to My parents I never enjoyed As a boy I was well annoyed Overjoyed Gasping for freedom At last it has past Eighteen years It took To get to the place I am to End up on The staircase 10 years in the force Air cadets only Type cadet I would Be Is a shallow delusional one You see Stories told to be Retold and watch Fold I just lost my game of Poker I lost my face Self hates Self hates Self hates Lots on this plates Besides honeydew And little bears I pull on through These bars of life Present tense Always stressed Got the wife A birchwood ring The birds sing Hallelujah And kumbaya My native tongue Be ojibwe Only a quarter native Nothing special Something special More like ocd Anxiety Mentioning My problems Over to you Hoping you'll Learn to love me to As my world keeps slipping
I shot a...boy today In the forest Why did he have to stay I didn't mean to slay A 9 year old boy I am hanging by threads Yelling at my wife Yelling at my son Hating myself and My life I can'thandle the Stress I can handle success But never the work Involved I get too dreamy Lots of people Look up to see And I say why Do you wanna be me? Lost the job today no more Policing mountains No more trees No more leaves Only losing My wings like Icarus And my mistake in life is Taking that boys life Years ago Lost so much emotion Now he so predictable End hook: Stairways to heaven If that is the case there Would be seven But there is only Twelve I have to delve into To receive the truth. X 2 Outro: The penalty For the murder of Wilson Patrick Nelles Age 9 Height 5'2 Weight 110lbs Is an act punishable by law You have the right to remain silent And try not to act violent We will see you and the jury in The court of law at 3:33 PM