Hook: How i feel is lost And that is real Made myself mad Made myself a little mad Verse 1: I got a little lad Who loves his dad Glad to be around But i need more My hands are Made of steel I'm a human too Not just a robot Programmed to do do do I've fallen on the ground alot Don't ever plan on getting shot Got my life planned out Ahead i see dynasty I grew up with a red nose Like Rudolph but i knew i Would glow from a dark place My race is ojibwe Also french polish and irish I don't like black liquorice Don't mean i hate africans Or americans I am also scottish And we all like all nationalities My life has been full of tragedies Both parents addicted to Crack and speed The combination made My heart bleed The idea of success Has always stopped My progress I continue to digress And relieve stress Open meanings Only one mind conceiving I really wanna relieve All these demons Hook: How i feel is lost And that is real Made myself mad Made myself a little mad Verse 2: I grew up with my cla** My cla**mates Second on my slates Because all i knew how To do as a kid was relate As the years had fasted So did my weight And height They both over reacted Weighed 110 in grade 6 Made fun of alot
Ain't gunna lie Only because mama Bought whats cheap And what i want Like a good mother supposed to I live life like nosferatu Anti-social behaviour Is nothing more than A burning desire of mine I am kind and kindle Like a candle And ride this horse Like my ancestors before Ojibwe canoes carved My river bed Through riverside My cla**mates all left My river bed Never to be said That we never Had a relationship That was never Hard to relate in I never could relate Anywhere but poco Our port coquitlam Was my poor ratlam A place known for being Gold in my opinion For the pocompton And for the weed smoking Every little city has a gift Of sh** that don't make up For all its mistakes it hits For it don't make a difference If you live in it You know what i mean My city was grinding skin And bones to make ends meat End hook: Don't f** around Don't f** around Don't f** around Make em all ball Harder for the money Harder for the family And make em all recall What they did Make em all recall Gizhe-manidoowi Gizhe-manidoowi Gizhe-manidoowi Gina`amaage Gizhe-manidoowi Gizhe-manidoowi Gizhe-manidoowi Gina`amaage Me from living life Why da f** Does it matter ya Bish! Bish Bish Bish