[Chorus: x16]
Wide awake now. Motivate now
[Verse 1:]
Out in the whip on I95
Sky in the sunroof, hide my eyes
I look back
Mind's eye, my life I look at
Might look cracked, but it might be fine
I need mine
Spend the whole thing 'fore the check ink dries
Money won't cure my stress, but I got deb
Money gon' buy me time...
Write a rhyme...lay it down, build that buzz
Really ain't much to all, just grind they say
Team no days, ever wonder if you're gon' feel that love?
Or will I just be stuck?
Or will I still need bucks?
Or will a friend and a plus one be the sum comin' to my shows that month...?
[Bridge:]
If the top is lonely than the top must feel like here (here) (x4)
[Verse 2:]
I used to know for certain, I question everything
My brain and heart are fightin', I question everything
I fear the unknown but, I'm everything I fear
I live behind this curtain, nobody knows I'm here
I tell the world I'm breathing, nobody seems to hear
Maybe I'm nothin' special
I'm nothin' controversial
Might be I'm just commercials
My type of thoughts'll hurt you
You think I'm nothin' like you
You think I don't concern you
[Verse 3:]
Runnin' and runnin' is all that I do
Summer to summer, I summit the booth
You summon, I come in and cut it in two
How was it when rubber's up under my foot
And the other shoe plummets you tumble from view?
I done been givin' my life to this sh**
I done been tempted man, I could surrender, be finished the
Clenchin' and fightin' and sh**
Truthfully, usually I don't be likin' this sh**
I'm just survivin' this sh**
Swingin' and dippin', defense is intrinsically in us
My engine is grindin' and grippin' and grittin'
I try and I trip and it's k**in' momentum
My vision, my n***a I hear ya, I'm wit' ya
Feedin' this feelin' is bleedin' my spirit
My body and soul...I'm so-
[Chorus: x8]