well I've had enough of love
and I've had enough of pain
and witnessed all of my sadness
materialize into shame
the alcohol and broken gla** are everywhere
and I look at myself through the coke on the mirror
I keep telling myself, I keep saying I had a good time
but I lost my grip to the devil tonight
and baby you have to understand,
I never thought it would end like this
to smell her s**, to taste her lips
to ever believe I could resist,
and she said I know,
you can't win them all, and you can't hold a grudge
I guess I was alone when I fell in love
but I must confess, I know what it means
to have someone else come in between you and me
she said remember,
when I needed to get some help
you wanted to get me off the street
I used to get drunk all the time
but who's more f**ed up now you or your Queen? I said I know the record spins round and round
sometimes I'm lost and yeah well right now I'm found
and as the needle it drops down
I think it's time that I skip town
I phoned your house on Salvation street
You never answered, all I could hear was my heart beat
and when I heard you were found hanging by your neck
I try not to remember but how could I forget
Someone told me once, that Jesus maybe dead
but to look inside to find myself instead
if hell is below, why does heat rise so high
I wanted to say I love you, I wanted to say goodbye
well I wish I could follow you someday
well I wish I could up, up and fly away
but now I know I can't do that
and now I know that you aren't ever coming back
some say you were a rebel,
some say you were a traitor
but I know you were right about one thing,
that you and I were never a failure...
So please accept my love, wherever you are