who am i
wandering mind
i can't stay still
cuz my bones might grind
lost my faith
conscience erased
can't find my place
choose face
i fear my reflection
my reflection fears me
face to face with my every pain
theres not a fvcking thing i can erase
why do i
torture myself
with loathing
i can say i
hate my every breath
and every single goddamn step i take
hate all of the things i do
that seem to make me feel this way
i hate my reflection
my reflection hates me
every day i wake up is a fvcking disgrace to myself and i just want it to end before the sun rises again
i am sh**
i am fvcking sh**
every day i wake up is a fvcking disgrace
i just want it to go away