I just watched the news for fifteen minutes
And goddamn am i depressed
Until i realized that i couldn't care less
And i keep fighting who we are
We've been, we'll become
I can't take this (it)
Soon i'll just sob
Not bleed nostalgia again
My role says i should sit up and take it
Something tells me i should do my best to fight it
Oh f**
And i just spent another hour on the 55
Shelby f**ing jacobsen was on my mind
Tried to convince her i'm a simple and happy guy
But I just came off as the nervous and neurotic type
Something's wrong my dear
When i don't know if i'll stand here in one year
And i keep having all these thoughts of nihilism
And how truth is only relevant
Now i can barely brush my f**ing teeth
Now i'm from southern california
Where we say words like 'gay'
And i don't mean to offend;
It's just the way i was raised
Cause the more i'm being hunt
And take a stab at who i am
And i would say i don't care
But i'm losing my friends
Being forcefed what to believe in
Like politics and horoscopes
And cliché definitions of success
Telling me my time's up
Big choice
Four year old inside of me
Just wants to go out and play
Through all this bullsh**
I just wish someone would say
"come a little closer, we've got
Otterpops in the icebox, we've got
Milk and cookies by the tv
To make you feel alright"