I built a mansion of lies
Or least just a bedroom
But my intentions were pure
Pure as a virgin or two
And now im knocking it down
Apd wrecking crew
I got in over my head
Tongue first in oceans of you
I swore it wasn't the same
I'll never shoulder the blame
But yet again i remain safe
Watching identical flames
I did it all to myself
But im not really in pain
The smoke is bad for my health
But it's a small price to pay
You see my problem is this
I woke up like this
Covered in his piss
'cos i wanted to impress
And all i really regret
Is that i meant what i said
But somehow planned it ahead
Before i got into bed
You see it happens
Automatically
Before i realize what im saying
Words are burying me
I know its my responsibility
But when i think of what i said
It feels so foreign to me
Like someones got control over me